Sunday, February 20, 2011

Monster Under My Bed

Monster Under My Bed


You threaten to swallow me

You're a four-lettered monster

With a three-lettered prize

You're lodged in my head and under my bed

Your bite can't be bigger than your bark…

Can it?


In every room and every cellar

Every inch

Your range is interstellar…oh no...


Make me, hate me

Enslave me, rape me


How can a thing so sweet come from you?

How can a taste so sweet belong to you?


You're wanting to judge me

Behind every great man

is a curious one wanting to get out

You're lodged in my head

And under my bed


In every church, at every steeple

You'll find these sorts of people


Make me, hate me

Enslave me, rape me


How can a thing so sweet come from you?

How can a taste so sweet belong to you?

Thursday, October 21, 2010

APreBrokenHeartLoveSong

This is the sweetest part
Before the chaos of reality coldly butts in
This is the sweetest part
Let it never end

Before this butterfly leaves my stomach
I'll forge a plan
I'll not let her go
I'll make a list
I'll forge a plan

1X bell jar
1X dose of cunning
1X jump around wildly
1X whatever it takes to foil her escape
She'll not get away

I'd rather smother her than let this feeling break free
Someone once said: "Set those that you love free!"
Well that someone sure as hell wasn't me
Was he drunk?

I'll disguise my love as hate
I'll dress up the snake
This pretty bird
Glue her wings

But I'll let her sing
She'll be my jailbird
and I'll promise her a jailor's ring

Sleep

My eyelids buckle under the weight of impending sleep
They strain under the weariness of the day
They resist the day's feeling of malaise
But are soon buried under sand
The victim of a childish prank
Time occupies a cheap seat in this warped space
Dali lived here
Jung was at play
The weight of the day grows lighter
The body too is slowly feathered and unfettered
Altitude
I'm smaller now
My body's a tomb
I'm held afloat
A diver in a cavernous body
No reason to wriggle or shift my weight
No discomforting fingers from a blanket's touch
No soft electricity from another's touch
I'm snug in this hollow space
I'll stay here for awhile
Til morning knocks

Sunday, August 29, 2010

These Things

In these ramblings and scramblings is a thread of twine and rope wrapped around the anonymous, the meaningless, and the meaningful.

In this blurring of colours and the squeezing of the spectrum is a common hue that sheds light on a common theme.

Opinion is androgynous in this space.
Judgment is jobless.

All vitriolic statements have been erased.Align Center
And these smudged spaces say so much more about this universe then a statement ever could.
This is my secret garden
It's neither pretty nor ugly.
Neither full nor empty.
Neither up nor down.
Neither left nor right.

When the sun looms overhead, and the moon jostles for space
you turn the sky upside down and the stars are skipping stones
and you have an endless canopy of green arching above your head
the universe in flowers, the milky way covered in sand.

Caught between ground and sky your feet don't know which way to turn
and you don't ask why.

Your head no longer guides your thoughts
You're not lost and you're not found
there's no silence and there's no sound
where the end begins and where beginning ends

All these things seem to want to fall on you
I wrote a song and used it as a dream catcher
I wrote a poem and used it as a photo album
I sketched a drawing and used it as a mirror
I played a note and reflected.....
on all the things I don't know
And all the things I do
On all things I've done
and those I haven't
On the memories lost, made, and not yet painted....


I'll let you in.

Less Than 3

A girl with a heart of stone lived in a house of cards.
Across a great divide, in the land of the rising sun, lived a girl with a heart of glass.
Their eyes never met and the friendship they maintained was swung across a twine bridge.
They shared a secret. A moment. A twisted history. A common denominator.

Their secret poisoned them in an equal measure of degree and time.
Its taste was sweet and lingered but the longer it lingered the more the taste grew too familiar.
And with familiarity came comfort. And with comfort came the fear of the unknown.
And so the two girls were trapped, enslaved by their secret.
The shackles would sometimes feel too tight, and at other times too loose.
But they were prisoners nonetheless.

The heart of glass broke time and time again.
It's owner would kneel down and pick up the shards of glass every time the heart broke.
The heart grew weaker every time it was mended.
Until one day, on a clear and honest day, the girl with the glass heart paused.
In the shattered pieces of amethyst in her hand she saw the fractured minutes, hours, days, and weeks that had been wasted on maintaining and caring for the secret.
Because secrets need to be looked after.
They need love and attention.
Just like a newly born baby they need to be fed, and they will keep you up at night, sick with worry.

She'd had enough. She decided to let the secret go. She allowed the secret to go out into the world.
To let it entwine another heart. A heart that was not hers. She bore the weight of the secret no more.
Her shoulders straightened and she turned to the sun and let its warm fingers explore every line and angle of her face.
Even the lines of worry that she had concealed for far too long were bathed in the warmth of the sun.
The sun touched her mouth and uncovered a smile. The Sun unmasked a peace that he himself absorbed.

In a sullen room across the great divide sat the girl with the deadened heart.
The sun could not reach as far as this dark place.
The secret had bored its way through her soul and settled in her heart turning it as black as ash.
Without the secret her cold heart would shrivel and die.
And so she lived out her days controlled by a secret that choked her whole existence.
Even in the presence of warmer hearts, hearts that were ready to give of their own light, she hid in the dark.
She clutched to the secret as if it were the air she breathed.
She was never able to see that the air she breathed, made her sick as well.

Your Thoughts Are Everybody Else's Longdrop

This is it.

Don't be distracted by the ceiling fan whirring above your head.
Don't be tempted to put on another pot of coffee.
Don't be swayed by the allure of another sinful block of chocolate.

Just sit still.

Let your hands hover above the keyboard of your out-of-date-so-2005-anitiquated-nobody-uses-that-kind-of-motherboard-anymore-piece-of-shit-computer that hulks in front of you like an abandoned and embarrassing car wreck.

Let it go.
Let's face it.

It's never going to be "your year". Your year belongs to everybody else and not you. And if you did have a good year. You shared with everyone else.
The sad leftovers of a mauled, sickly-sweet, joint, birthday cake.

Let's face it.

The minutes and hours that you see as your own are not.
They're as communal as that long drop on your high school camping trip.
Long, feared by everybody, only used if absolutely necessary, and...well...full of...
Let's leave that simile alone.

So where does that leave us?
It leaves at this point
.
A point.
A point in time.
A point in space.
A point within a point.
A pinpoint.
A ballpoint.

This is all frivolous wordplay.
WIKI MAKE US LUCKY.

"....a spatial point describes a specific object within a given space that consists of neither volume, area, length, nor any other higher dimensional analogue...."
"...a point is a 0-dimensional object..."
"....Because of their nature as one of the simplest geometric concepts..."

Let's focus on one of these quotes.
Why? On what basis?
You want valid philosophical reasoning, don't you?

Well you're not going to get it. Our reasoning for now? Downright laziness. So we'll pick the quote that requires the least amount of intellectual maneuvering.
"The point is the simplest geometric concept."
And now for the quick getaway. This is the part where the filmaker slips quietly out the backdoor during the premiere of his one and only movie.
No explanations.
No justifications.
No pseudo-art sublimates.
Just good ol' mystery.
And in the midst of the confusion of the disappearing artist, the artist offers only one explanation.
One point to the confusion.
One simplest concept to this byzantine atmosphere:









This is it...

I poked madness, and it moved

Ants savage a bright red apple
Like jets sewing holes through a cumulo-nimbus cloud
Back and forth, back and forth
The contents have been evicted
Like an abandoned house
I poked madness, and it moved

A child cries in the corner of a dark room
He cowers behind an old rocking chair
They're both unwanted
I poked madness, and it moved

A shadow obediently follows its owner
Its actions belong to someone else
A perpetual and infinite game of 'catch-up'
A borrowed face
I poked madness, and it moved

A solar flare is banished from the sun
and begins its cold, lonely journey
Borne out of fire and consumed by the cold
It'll die like a star
I poked madness, and it moved

I poked madness, and it moved
It gave an inch and I lost a smile
I walk this tightrope
My feet are giant-size
and the ground so small
My left foot tramples the real
And my right foot the lie

But who's to say?
So pour the contents from my skull
Flush this Armatage-Shank-of-a-brain
And hopefully it will drain away

I poked madness, and it moved